Hear a secret you can hide See whats running through your mind Feel it creeping up inside Less than Hopeful, More than fine In your mind Here's a reason you should lie Life's a lesson lost in time See the stranger left behind Fooled for once, I'm feeling fine Meet the messenger outside Once you greet it, Twice you'll find In your mind

There you are, high above me Hoping that you will notice me You come down, hows that for luck There you go again soaring down to pick me up again Here we are, back where we begin It's funny how it never really ends Will I ever conquer it Is this how you'll come to think of me

You come home from a long day, you're feeling tired Can't break that dull pain, can't get inspired Shrug off those people paying you to bluff They're not worth anything you give more than enough More than enough Feel this phone feeding your disgust You've got one piece of time before you turn to dust Free yourself from everything you're using as a crutch kick off your complacency take life in your clutches Our heroes and villains are stories told my the modern man their secrets and miracles We never will forget I can't beat this rage, I can't win this fight Can't wash this stain from inside my mind Start seeing things in black and white How many days have drifted into night We hold on to these dying days looking for a light An emptiness lost in a haze but you know it will be alright

You came into the darkened room, Knowing everything I'd done Inside yourself were three little words repeating, just remain calm And I couldn't face the darkness And I couldn't break the silence Was this the reason we've been feeling like this or was there something else wrong Have we been filling up this emptiness with silences and nods Then I want to know your pain We'll lie hand in hand in the rain

Lately I've been thinking bout the meaning of hope The community immunity to kicking the dope while I'm feeling revolutions fucking evolution watching humanity at the end of a rope all this vanity insanity that's paying the bills We love it, we hate it, we rate it to find we never made it I set my mind wide to the sign of the times I'll make it up too, the vibe of my rhymes How did we know it would come to this Matter of time to discover this They never said it was up to us But We're getting paid for the scandalous I'll like your post If You like my post We'll be feeling that ghost of dopamine and serotonin at most I've got the feeling creeping up while I'm pushing the screen try to feed my mind and give it something I've never seen becomes rhetoric ignore it ignore it ignore it This kind of feedback loop that I kind of love, the misguided freedom of, created a version of us displayed on the side of a bus confused at the sight of lust we just starved for the scandalous How did we know it would come to this matter of time to discover this They never said it was up to us But we're getting paid for the scandalous So have a drink or a pill, With your MC Jimmy Spills, to the fucked up situation stand with me on this hill while we look down on ourselves while our arguments dwell and I expect our new direction will be tricky to tell to the toxic masculinity we see everyday to the companies that profit from our feeling this way to reflecting our opinions off of people who may not disagree with us and feel our bigotry is okay How did we know it would come to this matter of time to discover this They never said it was up us But we're getting paid for the scandalous we gotta step outside and disagree to realign this disclosure of truth this separation of mind our intentions to validate what we already know are just fucking our ability to pay what we owe So how can we ever tell where we are if we never dwell on the lessons of history a placated mystery is it self or the whole that made me go for the bowl Confused by the sight of us I'm just starved by the scandalous

What's this spell that's over me? I feel it when I see you smile. There's no more uncertainty So maybe i'm just in denial Of how you take a lonely man Make him fall in love again It feels like there's nothing left But reaching out I realize That love's enough to try The look of love is in your eyes This broken heart is going to try maybe it's the way you rest your head at night across my chest but promise if i wear you down You'll let me wear a golden crown and lay you down to bed And hold your heart in my hands